/Wednesday, February 20, 2008
with love; 2:40 PM
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If everyone could just forgive and forget, the world would be a much better place. I wish we could take back the things we said, cos what we said is not always what we meant. We lost out some minds in the moment, and the words we used them like a weapon. Each time when the thoughts of him appeared in my mind, i felt a little piece of my heart chip away. One thing i'm pleading from you, please don't revert to your old-self-destuctive pattern. I'm done with it, i'm done being a fool. I'm much better than that.Until now, i had always knew it was just a matter of time before he would leave. Again. I'm constantly reminding myself EVERY SINGLE day that he's a changed person. The thoughts of it make me battled the tears which i refused to cry. I used to believe in soulmates and loves. I still wanted to believe and actually believing were two different things.
I'm waiting for an epiphany. A light to be shed on my life and show me why i had chosen him..
PS: My love, 26 March 2006 ♥
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If everyone could just forgive and forget, the world would be a much better place. I wish we could take back the things we said, cos what we said is not always what we meant. We lost out some minds in the moment, and the words we used them like a weapon. Each time when the thoughts of him appeared in my mind, i felt a little piece of my heart chip away. One thing i'm pleading from you, please don't revert to your old-self-destuctive pattern. I'm done with it, i'm done being a fool. I'm much better than that.
