/Wednesday, February 6, 2008
with love; 11:19 PM
It hurts soo much when you know that at the end of the day, noone will be there to support you. This means including your family members. I've done soo much for them, and i get nothing at the end. I've played a part to become a good daughter & a good sister. For the past seventeen years of my life, i have been very supportive with my brothers' being. I guess i've been too kind to them. But the least thing you should have done was not to talk behind my back. Please, for Heaven's sake, don't ever judge the book by it's cover. You don't even know a single thing about me, my life. I've seen your greatest downfall, i've heard your pain and i know your deepest darkest secret. Well, atleast 70% of it. I was there for you, i was there to stand up for you when the rest look down on you. I've lied for you, millions of time. I've helped you when you needed me. I swear, i was your best person you would ever known.All i ever needed from you guys was just to understand me. You're my brother, but you're not showing me any good examples. Cos you're worst. And you want to meddle with my life? OMG. Look at the mirror, comb your hair and reflect yourself. Yes brother, i understand you're being a good brother. THANK YOU. But hey, you know it yourself. Oh, the other brother is judging with my life. Couldn't it get any better? You are known as a very-kind-nice-helpful person. WOW. The clever ass in the family. i bet all the parents in the world would want to own a great son like you. So what? NEVER EVER JUDGE, don't even try.You guys really don't know anything. All of you people keep talking and talking. Noone really knows the truth.For now, i wish to stray myself from the people around me. It hurts alot.
