I need a real tight slap. I need someone to kick my face & tell me that i should moved on. I need to be brainwash. I need to sleep for three months & wake up the next day & forget everything. I need a break. I need a good long holiday. I need the world to stop and listen to me. I need to listen to people. I need a good food. I need a good laugh. I need to cry for the last time. I need my Mum. I need Zahidah. I need Zana. I need a moment. I need silent. I need icecreams. I need chocolates. I need strawberries. I need that dance. I need to swim in the ocean. I need to walk away. I need to run away. I need to be strong. I need to be alright. I need to see the guilt in your eyes. I need to hear that last goodbye. I need you to go away as far as possible. I need that air. I need something so special.