/Wednesday, October 22, 2008
with love; 8:34 PM
I'm drained right now. I'm fugging lethargic. I don't know where to start..or how to end? I'm clueless and yet i need time. Time is what i need most, & somehow rather i've abused it. I feel such a fool anyway..I told you; things had just been going all wrong. I'm insanely trying to fix things out. I can't seemed to cry. There's no tears in my eyes. Willingly, i would want to cry right now to release my anger/sadness/stressed. I tried but i failed. The last time i shed one dot of pathetic tear was last Saturday when my computer broke down. It lasted for 5 seconds.I'm so pathetic now. & pathetically, i feel so defendless.