Mum is coming back home in 11 hours time. I can't wait to see her; to hug & kiss her! It's been almost a month since she went away. I miss her so much :(

Well, too much things happened. I'm proud to say that i'm still surviving over here or atleast i think i am? Waking up in the morning with a hungry stomach, walking into the kitchen with no food, stacks of clothes to be washed & hang, housechore & so on. I realised during the one month of an absence of my parents, i learned to be independent (i guess so?). In the beginning, it was very hard for me. Luckily i have two incredible brothers who were there for me (although they don't wash, hang & fold clothes), i'm still appreciative with their presence around me. I think we definitely grew closer. Guess we need each other? I can't sleep at night when i'm alone at home, especially when my brother comes home late or even doesn't go back at all. I'll literally call him every minute of his life, screaming in the middle of the night at the cell phone & bloody make sure he comes back home. I just don't like sleeping alone at home. It sucks. All the nightmares will end tomorrow! Plus, no more eating maggies! I'm sick of cooking maggies for the past 28 days. You know, i think i can actually cook an instant maggie while closing both of my eyes. Haha! Finally, i can eat a real home-cook food. I miss my mum's cooking. I've been craving for alot of dishes..

Anyway, goodbye 2008 & hello 2009. Devil's rising slowly..!