I think i wanna go on a diet. Eat strawberry everday. Lose weight & wear a strawberry dress.
/Wednesday, May 21, 2008
with love; 8:36 PM
Ohmygod. I'm soo fat right now. Ok! Please don't tried to reassure me by telling me that i'm not fat, cos i am REALLY fat. I've gained alot of weight since few months ago. I never felt soo fat before in my life right now. My mum knock some senses into me last night when she entered my room and was horrified to see how her daughter gain tremendous fats. Thanks mum. I need to lose weight, pronto. Maybe, i have to fall in love deeply with some guys, get my heart broken and go through another round of depression. Seriously, it really work out. Depression helps you to lose alot of weight, definitely it's an unhealthy method. But it's the fastest way. Or maybeeeee, i can go on a diet? HAA! I WISH! The whole world knows how much i'm in love with food & how the food is in love with me. Food just make my world go round.
Ohh! And Luqman, you make my world go round too.
/Monday, May 19, 2008
with love; 12:26 PM
I CLEANED MY ROOOM LAST NIGHT AND OMG I DIDN'T KNOW THAT MY ROOOM WAS DIRTY. I'M GOING TO FOLLOW MY MUM TO IKEA TOMORROW COS SHE'S PLANNING TO BUY SOME THINGS FOR MY ROOM. SO I INSISTED HER ON BUYING FOR ME ANOTHER STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE MATRESS. ANYWAY, I THINK MY ROOOM LOOK SOOOO MUCH BETTER AND PRETTIER. SO ANYONE INTERESTED IN SLUMBER PARTYING WITH ME?
/Wednesday, May 14, 2008
with love; 8:53 PM
i'm uncontactable! Blame myself for not paying up my bill and make outgoing calls in overseas. But hey, i think i really need this moment. Silence and getting away from people. Meaning there'll be no calls or messages. I need that, just be alone for now. Anyway Shuz just joined the single club. Pity her. You'll be fine cos you got me :)
/Monday, May 12, 2008
with love; 9:57 PM
Honestly, i'm so pathetic. I don't know what is wrong with myself lately but i just don't bother to know. Things which used to bother me last time, don't even bother me right now. Cos i really think that i can't afford to waste my precious time doing things which don't benefits me at all. For a long time it had seemes to me that i soon began to learn- real life. My greatest fear in life is failure. Really. I'm scared of being a failure. I mean who doesn't? But it's really tormenting me right now. Everything that i do, anything which i touch and people whom i meet and greet every single day. Things and people revolves around me. I just want everything to be alright. And nothing seems to be okay although at times it feels okay. I looked up at the evening skies, hoping that one day i know what i really need in life, instead of what i want in life. At the age of 18, i fall in love for the third time ever. Talking about this, i don't even know where to start and how it ends? Cos i really believe there's no starting for this. I told you, i'm really pathetic.
/Sunday, May 11, 2008
with love; 12:35 PM
Happy mom's day. i love you very much, mum. Please stop nagging at me.
/Monday, May 5, 2008
with love; 12:32 AM
Is this what we call love when i think of you when i wake up in the morning, and i still think of you before i shut my eyes to sleep? Wait for your message on my phone, felt as though i waited for ten days eventhough you were ten minutes late. For a moment, i fall in love with you. Cos you drown my every thoughts and you constantly make me smile with every words you say to me. But yet again, you leave me clueless with that agression of yours. Honestly, you're complicating me. I'll never get this right even when i tried to. It's just something special about you..And i can't even explain.. Tell me something i don't know?
