/Sunday, January 4, 2009
with love; 2:01 PM
i think this is my first post for 2009. The start of 2009 has been a little tough on me. Somehow i find the first month of the new year, have always tripped me up. It is as if i'm unable to let go of the year just past. Where did all those 365 days go? I think at this rate, i will forver be playing catch-up with time. While i replay all the memory lane, February will turn up before i realise and i will be left reeling with regret over things i've done or things not done this month. Why regret? Trust me, this is harder than it sounds. But i try not to worry. I'll take one day at a time. One of my 2009 resolution is not to rue the past but to embrace it. All the tears, joys, laughter, anger & all mixed emotions; you first have to acknowledge it cos at the end of the day, it had shaped you the way you are right now in 2009. Someone recently told me, now is what matters the most. It snapped me back in reality. I need to break the cycle of dredging up the past. A new year, a new beginning & a desire for starting afresh is so strong.
