YEAY! Now i'm really motivated to do well for it.. especially when he convinced me once more! I can't wait to get my hands on that thing. I'm a happy happy happy girl! Wo ai ni kor kor!
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with love; 12:32 AM
work = money money = shopping shopping = clothes, bags, shoes, food etc clothes, bags, shoes, food etc = happiness happiness = satisfaction satisfaction = i don't need boys i don't need boys = independent independent = work
your daily routine is a cycle. i guess mine rotates this way =)
/Saturday, March 28, 2009
with love; 6:53 PM
FUADBURNED MY FCUKING FRINDGE.
/Monday, March 23, 2009
with love; 11:40 PM
They say everyone deserves a last bid. Cos you wouldn't wanna leave him/her hanging right? Or atleast you and your other party have their last words & somehow rather you guys will get it over and done with. I must admit that most of us aren't that brave enough. Some might just run so far far far away & never come back to your arms. I've seen too many, of those kinds. They come from different kinds btw. Ahhh it sucks. Alot! Sometimes it feels so good but felt so wrong everytime.
/Friday, March 20, 2009
with love; 10:36 PM
GOD. Show me directions. Give me strengths. Forgive my mistakes. i feel so powerless, so weak inside, so small. Confused & lost.
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with love; 12:50 AM
18/03/09
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to NURUL SAKINAH! Hope you'll have a wonderful birthday with much loves surround you. & may you become a better person; physically, mentally & spritually. *giggles*
ILY! :)
/Sunday, March 15, 2009
with love; 6:39 PM
i can't wait for holidays. i can't wait for holidays. Did i mention that i can't wait for holidays? i'm goin' to spend my holidays efficiently. I got a part-time job already. But i'm just too speechless with it. Ahhh don't ask me why. Cos it's very ugly. Not the job, it's me. You'll be laughing your lungs out if i ever tell you what is that job and why did i applied for it. Nevertheless, i'm not going to give up hunting for more part-time jobs. My bank account is decreasing day by day. I need $$$$$. and more $$$$$$. Upcoming chalets, upcoming birthdays (i have alot of March babies huh!), plans and more plans and more plans. I can't wait :D
Phase test tomorrow. I hope i'll do good. *Pray hard. Cos i've been a good girl*
/Thursday, March 12, 2009
with love; 7:30 PM
I've decided to changed my URL. As you can read, it's NO LIPS LOCKING ALLOWED :D
What's up with the weather? I think weather, too has a PMS. I mean when you look at the sky, it is shining brightly/very sunny and the next minute, it'll be thundering/heavy downpours. The weather really cheats my feelings. Lesson learned. So the next time you want to leave the house, don't forget to bring an umbrella (don't get cheat by the hot & sunny weather). Moving on, school's been pretty hectic with piles and piles of notes & what's making it worse is that we have to learn quite a few new words. & i swear they sound very weird, like it's from some japanese/portugal/ word. It's driving me nuts. Well i hope i'll be able to pull everything through at the end of the day. I need a holiday, a good long holiday. Holiday is after next week & it'll be just two weeks. TWO FREAKING WEEKS? 14 DAYS? 336 HOURS? 20160 MINUTES? 1209600 SECONDS? It sucks the pussy out of me lahh. What the hell were they thinking? Making their student work/study their ass off and getting only two weeks of break? Btw i really counted those hours, minutes & seconds. I guess every little seconds of life really count. I can't afford to waste any precious time. So if i really think that you're not worth my time and effort, i'll definitely won't bother your life. If i really think that some things/doings are just worthless and pointless, i'll just be ignorant and walk off. I'm not a quiter, i'm just learning to walk away from the troubles in life. And that's what i'm exactly doing now, or at least i think i am. Shucksss.. Somehow rather, i do quite enjoy it - everything. Schools, studies, homeworks, revisions, great company, great girlfriends, good weekends especially if it's accompanied with my darling sister. Ahhhhh did i forget to mention that Saturdays are meant to be P.A.R.T.Y ?
/Tuesday, March 10, 2009
with love; 1:50 PM
Decided not to attend to school today cos i woke up late plus menses cramp. So i just happilly dozed off back. Idk what will be my reasons for not attending to school, maybe i'll just produce a letter.
Anyhoos, some people are just too unreasonable. Let's not drag about it. Like i said, life is just too short. I have better things to do & i bet my life is better than yours :)
/Friday, March 6, 2009
with love; 9:00 PM
I can't wait for the 'Princess on Ice' concert. It'll be held very soon and i have yet to get myself a ticket.
Attachment is over (Finally!!) and back to campus next week. This feeling of satisfaction of completing a whole lap. (not that lap exactly). No more waking up at 5 in the morning. Going back to campus is alright, just the journey makes me sick (sick as in tired & lazy). The more i need a bike soon; i hope. Cos someone is really making me mad. It seems you're trying to push me harder? I'll take it as a challenge.
It's been raining heavily for the last few days and im enjoying every single minute of the thundering/lightnight/dark skies/nonstop rains. I'll just cover myself with a blanket comfortably and dozed off to sleep. Yes i need a long sleep. Everything seems to be o-kay for me; i'm not complaining of anything although i know reality kinda stinks. What's the deal anyway? I'm not loving/missing/yearning/wanting/needing anyone right now. And as far as im concern, all i need is; me myself and i :D
/Sunday, March 1, 2009
with love; 11:05 PM
No matter what, Sunday is suppose to be a family day. Instead of going out with my family or stay at home (that's what i usually do), i spent my Sunday with my cousin and i must say it was awesome. An awesome day due to our fickled minded and unplan destination. We seriously don't know where we were heading next or alighting. Both of us (especially me) intend to shop alot of things that day. Cousin wanted to get a new pair of pants & a school bag, whereas myself; i had alot of things in my list. We headed to alot of places. From Bishan to roaming aimlessly at Orchard and back to Yishun. I seriously didn't know what to get for myself. Everything seems soo meaningless (i dont know why i use the 'meaningless' word). We were soo pathetic especially when i brought my cousin all the way to Lucky Plaza cos i wanted us to get this bag. Ended up she didnt, neither did i. Gosh i tell you, our feets were really sore at the end of the day. But it really paid off :) We were even fickled about choosing our place to have our dinner. At first we headed to Yishun banquet cos the both of us were craving for some fish&chips/chickenchop. Went there and we were lucky to get a table. I asked my cousin to run for that table cos there were alot of people eyeing for it. Quack quack! Then when we sat down, we somehow changed our mind. We wanted to dine at Swensen instead. Had to queue, order, waited for soo long for our food to be serve & in between we had a good story telling. Both of us had a tasteful meal plus a wonderful dessert. We were both delighted :D In addition, our bills were discounted. All thanks to my cousin's friend who was working on that day. (i knew it she would give us discount!) Btw, cousin and i were fighting to pay for the bill. Swear it look like our parents (you know i know!) Haha! That part was very funny! Very makcik2 aunty2 you know! We walked back home happily; happy boncit girls :D
Oh did i tell you i didn't get anything for myself? (except for a pathetic spray i bought at which wasnt inside my shopping list). And did i tell you cousin was satisfied after getting her pants at Northpoint? The moral of the story is, firstly you don't have to gooo soo far away to get things you need. Secondly, don't plan your shopping day.
