The Sinful Statement

2009-10-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

I love love love my 19th. It was a wonderful day, least than i expected. The day went well, celebrate with the special people in my life ;) and that's what matters most. Although all of us were very busy (really really busy), each of them make time. A shocking suprise from my bestfriend at 12mn. I was awoken by my mum and she asked me look down the window. There she was standing on the grass which was lit up by full of candles showing 19th. Very extremely sweeet. I almost burst into tears, but i was tooo tired and sleepy -.- Anyhoos, i ran down and gave her a hug and told her how touch i was. And that whole night i gobbled down the durian puff she present me. Goshhhh you don't know how creamy and durian-ny it was.. Yummmm the taste still lingers in my taste bud.

Followed by the next morning itself, met up with my bestfriend and cabbed down to Demsy Hill. Had our late-lunch/early-dinner. Had two plates of waffle icecreams from bens & jerry plus a huge cheeeseee pizza (the way i love the cheesy pizza). Awesome. After which, went for a karaoke session and Zahidah went jiwang that night. Awwwww..

Thought my celebration was over until the next day, Zahidah suprise me on my bedroom doorstep. Present me with a HUGE strawberry struddle pie + mini chocolate eclairs. My mum and her had planned that suprise. Wickyy!

Okay... just when i thought it's finally over.. It's not. Mum suprised me with a DURIAN B'day cake! Exactly what i had always wanted! I'm gonna cut and blow the candles tomorrow instead. Cos i'm dead tired..! Pictures are yet to be uploaded in facebook ;)

I LOVE MY 19th.. But i love my family and beautiful bestfriends around me more cos that's all that matters right now. I'm soo blessed. Alhamdulilah.

2009-10-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

2009-10-06T00:34:00.004+08:00

Brother's getting married in less than a month now! I'm so excited! Partly it's not about him! It's me! Cos i design a Baju kurung for myself, especially for his wedding! And Nurul is going to make the same as mine! Yeayyyyyy! i hope things will go on well like we've planned.. Insyaallah.. Please pray for all of us, and to the both of them too! Please stop fighting! You guys are going to get married like real soon! And be prepared! Once you guys move in to a new house, i'm going to tag along! I know very well that brother still can't live without me! If you guys fight in the middle of the night, i'm going to throw all the pillows onto both of your faces. If you guys fight infront of the food, i'm going to throw all the dining chairs at you guys. If you guys fight while i'm watching tv, i'm going to throw the both of you out from the house. And that new sister, i'm soo going to wear all your clothes, shoes and bags.. and your Escada perfume! (Thats what you did when you stay over my place, now it's my turn okay. HAHA) And you guys please stop treating me like a small kid.. I'm a big girl now. And no, i'm not going to help you wash the clothes, or hang the clothes, or cook, or vacuum the house, or clean up the mess.. No matter what, i'm still the princess in the family =)

2009-09-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah =)

2009-09-19T01:17:00.001+08:00

you're quite cute, i like =)

2009-09-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

Finding the perfect lullaby . .

2009-09-05T23:58:00.007+08:00

Currently, i'm listening to raya songs right now in the radio. It has been playing non-stop hits of raya. Can you guys believe that we have already fasted for two weeks? Time passed soo fast, and before you knew it.. Hari Raya is drawing nearer. I'm always looking forward mainly the night of Raya, especially when we'll hear the takbir raya together at home, as one family. Mum will be like a superwoman; preparing food/kuih and cleaning up the house while shouting to my brother(s) and myself to help her out (but i never did), dad will be busy eating (nothing new), brother(s) will be busy reciting to the takbir (macam paham lah dia) and helping my mum out in the kitchen. And for myself? I will be busy observing everyone in the house. I'm always feeling happy that night, more like 'satisfying' thing for me. It feels good to be able to complete that one month of fasting period. The bad part or infact the part that i don't really like is to seek forgiveness from everyone. Cos' i tend to be so emotional, eeeii omg! Without even realising it, my eyes will start to tear up. Nehh it's okay.. But i think this time round, i won't be like a baby cos' i don't think that i did much of sinful things..

Left two more weeks, i've yet to clean up my room. Painting, cleaning, polishing, throwing away unwanted rubbish, etc. Honestly my room look like a pig sty right now. Tskk.

I think this year Raya will be a different one cos' i heard that granny is staying with us. Thats what all my uncle and aunties are planning to do, still keep in view. She was admitted to hospital two days ago and i have no idea what was she diagnosed with. Mum and i are so worried for her :( Anyhoots i hope my parents will bring her home after she's discharge. It'll be better if she stay with all of us, cos' her presence will be dynamic. Oh oh! If she stay with us, my family and i don't have to go out for raya cos everyone will come over to our place. Good idea! I should re-inforced my mum to bring her home :)

And did i mention that i'm back to school next week onwards? Dislike it.

2009-08-27T22:12:00.004+08:00

2009-08-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

2009-08-08T15:39:00.004+08:00

A week left in SACH. Gosh i need to get out from there. Then three weeks in TTSH. A week to pay back in IMH. And i'm done with all that, i think. Hopefully. I want holidays, a longgg holidays. Planning on a holiday to Genting with Ah-shu (i love the new name i gave it to her). Maybe end of this year around December? Yeay i can't wait! THAT'S IF, i repeat THAT'S IF provided i can get some new part-time job and earn some bucks.
In addition, December = Year end sale. Wahhh how great can great be? Mum got herself a new job, her daughter is soo proud of her! *smiles widely* I smell something good coming my way.. Mum with her new job = Mum bringing me shopping! Btw i need a new cellphone, cos this old cellphone (not that old lah) is dying on me. I wanna get that LG pink phone which have the keyboard. Is it called a keyboard? Something like that.. Looks very very cute and pinky! And this year, i want my birthday cake to be a durian cake. Ahhhhhh the taste is sooo undefining.. soo sinful.. Yummm i can't wait. Eh i know my birthday is still a long way to go -.-

2009-08-02T22:30:00.001+08:00

away away away away away . . .

2009-07-26T22:02:00.003+08:00

I love weekends. It's the only way i can be at home or just out with my friends, but i prefer hitting the sack. I realised as time goes by, some people whom i used to care the most last time don't really matter to me right now. Or maybe they still matter, but we're just growing apart in time slowly. PEOPLE CHANGE w/o themselves realising it. I hate it when we point at each other's mistakes. Why do we have to blame the whole world but not yourself? Why are human beings so ignorance? It's soo crazy.. Both you and i, and everyone..

2009-07-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

2009-07-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

i will survive..

2009-07-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

Mum is busy preparing for my brother's wedding this coming November. Dad is busy amending/painting/renewing/repairing stuffs at home. Brother is busy working to gain extra income for his wedding, oh btw he's holding two jobs right now. Another brother is busy serving for our nation, oh btw did i told you that his training is held at Thailand? And myself? I'm busy rotting at home because of the stupid quarantine.
I went to gramps place few days ago, granny and mum were talking about money, marriage, money, marriage, money and marriage over and over again. Did i mention they were talking about marriage and money too? I was soooo paranoid by their conversation cos that was the only topic for the day. Can you imagine we were at Ikea doing some household shopping and they still continue on with their conversation? Inside the lift, inside the taxi (even the taxi driver agreed with their conversation and the three of them were talking like they were old time neighbours), infront of the eating table, while eating, while watching tv & many more.. Gosh! All i heard from them were 'sekarang ni nak kahwin susah tau. kena pakai banyak duit. susah lah ni semua'.. 'sekarang susah tau nak cari duit.. pergi mana-mana sumua kena pakai duit..' and 'si yusop tu cukup ke duit nak kahwin.. ingat kahwin senang eh? susah tau.. selepas kahwin kena tanggung diri sendiri semua.. dah cukup eh kasi makbapak duit? nak kena tanggung bini lagik..'
Wahh i tell you, it's forever.. At one time i thought my head was going to burst. You know how makcik2 nenek2 talk? And what's bugging me was that their conversation were all hinting on me. They told me what to do and what not, what's best for me and what not; everything for my future. They gave me non-stop advices about life, money, love, marriage. Trust me, it's not working on me.

2009-07-10T23:46:00.003+08:00

Am i suppose to feel the same way as you do? Cos i know nothing of sweet words, sweet intention and sweet gesture.

2009-07-02T16:46:00.003+08:00

You know what's the coolest thing ever? Receiveing a postcard from Britain. Okay that's the best feeling ever, apart from going shopping the day before. Mum woke me up from my beauty sleep this morning and pass me the postcard. Okayy i met this customer while i was working as a waitress months ago. We do chit chat alot and share stories with each other. That guy will come almost everyday at 3pm sharp and leave the place by 6.30pm. His orders comes with a cup of black coffee with a plate of chocolate tart, always. Yummmy. Plus, he has a gorgeous girlfriend. A guy like him? Duhhhh.. He has a pair of beautiful green eyes. In addition, he speaks wonderfully well and his accent? Woooissshhh.. And he stated in the postcard "Why didn't i see you lately?" Okayyyy that's the nicest part in the postcard. Well, eventhough he went back to Britain i hope we still do keep in touch. Or maybe introduce me to some other cute Angmohs with a pair of green eyes too?

2009-06-30T17:29:00.001+08:00

i need to find a boyfriend who will take me to shopping cos GSS IS DRIVING ME CRAZYYYYYYY!! Pronto!

2009-06-27T01:40:00.002+08:00

Dad & Mum went balek kampong & brothers' first day at work which is in night shift leaves me all alone at home. Did a mini housechore here and there. One night all to myself. Yay! Catch some movie marathon, ate alot today and my tummy hurts. Haa what's new? Bought another can of whip cream as i sprayed them into my cup. As you can see i'm a satisfied fat girl right now. My stereo is blasting as i'm typing, Mum will kill me if my neighnour would to complain. PPPFFFTTTTT. Annyoying sassy people. Toodles! Gonna catch another movie while munching on my favourite chocolate =)

2009-06-23T17:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA i had my sweetest revenge on my brother and i was very much satisfied of the outcome. I love the way he begged and pleased me, i feel powerful somehow. I know i might sound like a biggest bitch ever, but hey i don't bitch unless you provoke me. Now it feels so good. Yesterday didn't brought me any justice, i suppose you need some failures in life cos nothing is ever perfect. I hope i could make it through someday or soon, hopefully. Yupp i was totally devastated about the whole incident, i couldn't even brought myself to eat last night. HAHA like real, ok i ate a little, but the whole time i was out of apetite as i sighed my night through.. I slept more than 12 hours. When i woke up today, the devastation came sweeping off my mind again. It's only the beginning right? There's more to come and i'm not much sexicted about it, i think? Bleargghhhh everything seems so neutral.

2009-06-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

2009-06-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

This blog is getting dusty and dustier each day, and so is my bedroom. I'm soo loving my holidays right now. And this body is getting fatter and fatter each day, and so is his. Yeay! I like it! :D

2009-06-12T16:45:00.001+08:00

2009-06-05T11:33:00.005+08:00

Eeeeiii i'm starting to hate my current hair now. I miss the old hair, it's longer and nicer :(

Holidays are finally here. I'm spending it quite well with no cash in my pocket. I have not yet decide to work soon, i'm wondering if they still wants me back though. I thought of replacing a new job instead, but L-A-Z-Y. Nothing comes easy -.- Anyhoots, I've been a good girl for the past few days. Maybe because the weather didn't do any favour for me. Shucks. Stayed at home and complete the novel P.S i love you (crying while reading the book), jogged for few rounds, manicures/pedicures, nonstop singing from afernoon till evening & had an awesome movie marathon. Did i mention all by myseIf? Yess all by myself. It's fun cos noone can pointed out what to do and not, noone can tell you that you sang the wrong lyrics, noone can tell you how ugly you painted your nails, noone can stop you from watching movies from night till wee hours. I can't be doing this until 6th july right? Ahhhh I'm clueless for my plans throughout this june holiday. Let's see how it goes :) And i'm in love with this song so much. Such a pity i won't be able to catch their concert today.

2009-05-26T22:07:00.005+08:00

Mugging for exams, such a pain in the neck! I'm counting my last three days in school, then exams and off we go for a holiday. Simply can't wait for next week to come. I need a good LONG break, away from school, away from everyone & infact away from you..

2009-05-24T23:13:00.005+08:00

DISSAPOINTED. Well, it's okay. I will be better and that's for sure.

2009-05-24T01:00:00.002+08:00

2009-05-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

I'm so lost for words.

2009-05-18T20:36:00.004+08:00

I had a good weekend with my family. Sent my brother off to airport, he was heading to Brunei & his flight was at 2.55 in the morning. I think we almost spend 1/3 of the day over at the airport. Mum was ABOUT to tear up, and i literally made fun of her. Ohh common! Brother is strong enough to survive in Brunei jungle for months. It's okay, he's a big boy now. Don't you worry cos you have your princess here :)

So it's just left with me at home. I love it when there's three of us, just like the old times. Cos you boys make me feel like i'm a small girl again <3

Anyhoots, Baby suddenly broke down yesterday evening. I don't know what's wrong with her. Mum brought her to repair today. I hope nothing's wrong with her cos i'm praying she won't lose her memory. If she does, ALL of my PICTURES & MUSICS will be gone :'(

2009-05-12T22:12:00.002+08:00

I feel like a princess today, more like a Cinderella. *flip my long hair*

2009-05-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

So i decided to update this rotten blog of mine. Life's quite tasteful and for some reason i'm trying my best to keep still. School's been pretty hectic with soo many test & project that's yet to be done. I can't wait till everything's over, i can't wait to graduate next year (OMG soo next year). I want to leave that school. Cos it's too many whatever (you know what i mean). Aside from that, i think i'm going to be a total sore broke. Soon, i think. Pfffttt. I've yet to get my mum a Mum's day gift. Planning to get her another Croc shoe which she have been talking about since ages ago. And maybe i'll get myself a new shoe too.

Mum bought a blender after much persuation from me. I'm so excited. It's been a week or so, and i've been making myself Chocolate Milkshake with Chocolate Chip Hershey everyday. And alternately i'll changed to blended Apple juice. Yummy. I'll make for you one if you come to my house okay? :) I think if i'm not a nurse, i want to open a shop making blended drinks. Smart Nasiha. *flips hair*

2009-05-01T18:16:00.000+08:00

How am i supposed to proceed when i can't even convince myself?

2009-04-26T15:23:00.004+08:00

Had a good time with my her, good follow up session, good talks. Let the pictures feed you.

2009-04-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Time taught me how to appreciate..

2009-04-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

2009-04-19T13:49:00.002+08:00

Stayed home over the weekends. Both brothers came back home. Mum cooked alot, since she knew that everyone would be at home every weekend. Yesterday was quite a pinch of dissapointment. I failed by one fcuking mark. Mum and brother were extremely supportive. They waited for me outside..(although brother called me STUPID, i forgive him). And what's even great was that they had planned what to get for me on my 19th birthday...which is like five more months ? I'm sooo excited! Tralalala..

I need to get my nails done.. Gonna paint them rainbows. Toodles!

2009-04-17T21:14:00.006+08:00

2009-04-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

:'(

2009-04-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that i got what i needed. Space & time. Three weeks of holiday went quite well, though it wasn't quite a holiday for me. I did myself a favour by earning some hard earn cash for three weeks straight. I need to get away from everything, all. I thought by straying away it could work out. It did, somewhere along the ziqzag line. It open my eyes, my ear & my heart. I think my heart grew closer to God.

2009-04-09T18:49:00.003+08:00

2009-04-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

I know it sounds corny, but i'd still remember the smell of your skin.

2009-04-03T21:10:00.042+08:00

Overdue post. Overdue pictures. Overdue entry. Overduess!!

1st Aril 2009. Chalet with the great companies. I had much fun, i guess we all had much fun didn't we? Let's do it again this December yeah? But next time round, all of us have our own transport. Fair enough? Let pictures do the talking.

Crap faces while jumping. This part we were laughing like crazy.

Geeees. Stop looking at my food.

Wati & her boyfriend!

Crazy night. Pillow fight with the boys!

Biasa jugak, perempuan menang :D

This picture shows clear evidence that they're both GAYS.

Gays fight. Noone win. Noone lose. Cos they're both gays..

Coolshitss. Falah taught me how to function my camera to get this lighting effect.

Wanted to draw letter 'N', but cannot make it :(

Pigs for chocolate!

Cranky Wati!

Driver for the night. Heading to Changi Village to catch some Bapoks!

Cramped face! Lucky i used my flash or else he can't be seen. Ohh you know what i mean..

OMG check out the toilet mannn..! Disgusting!

Playing stupid games at 5 in the morning. But it's all worthwhile :D Aqilah was losing throughout the game until when i joined in.. And...

...and in the end, you guys should know very well.. that i L.O.S.E :'(

All sleeping soundly at 6am in the morning :D

And i was still soundly asleep :)

You bet there's hundreds of pictures more. There's whole lot more of uncensored pictures. But i think it's enough for now. Great nights. Good companies. Good food. Loads of gossips. Funny people. Crapness.. And much Love <3

2009-04-01T01:30:00.002+08:00

Work is really pathetic, sometimes. Kinda hate the managements, especially when they set the ground rules which is soo whatever. I hate it when people set high expectations on me/us. It's like they expect me/us to do better and better and better each time. Kind of irritating and unreasonble. Whatever it is, i don't care about any single soul of you. All i care is earning cash & nothing else. It's not like i'm going to work there for the rest of my life. Omg. I bet my career is better than that. I'm glad it's not, so so glad.

Moving on, girlfriends & i are having chalet in another few more hours. I can't wait! Going to spend a night with them. Barbequeing! I had just finished packing. Yeah tell me about it. It's just one night and i already brought alot of stuffs with me. Clothes, more clothes, shampoos and etc. Those very important/essential things i need in life. Goshhh. I can't stand heat & the aftermath; if you know what i meant. I'm going to sleep now. Need alot of rest to have energy for tomorrow.

2009-03-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

YEAY! Now i'm really motivated to do well for it.. especially when he convinced me once more! I can't wait to get my hands on that thing. I'm a happy happy happy girl! Wo ai ni kor kor!

2009-03-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

work = money
money = shopping
shopping = clothes, bags, shoes, food etc
clothes, bags, shoes, food etc = happiness
happiness = satisfaction
satisfaction = i don't need boys
i don't need boys = independent
independent = work

your daily routine is a cycle. i guess mine rotates this way =)

2009-03-28T18:53:00.002+08:00

FUAD BURNED MY FCUKING FRINDGE.

2009-03-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

They say everyone deserves a last bid. Cos you wouldn't wanna leave him/her hanging right? Or atleast you and your other party have their last words & somehow rather you guys will get it over and done with. I must admit that most of us aren't that brave enough. Some might just run so far far far away & never come back to your arms. I've seen too many, of those kinds. They come from different kinds btw. Ahhh it sucks. Alot! Sometimes it feels so good but felt so wrong everytime.

2009-03-20T22:36:00.003+08:00

GOD. Show me directions. Give me strengths. Forgive my mistakes. i feel so powerless, so weak inside, so small. Confused & lost.

2009-03-20T00:50:00.003+08:00

18/03/09

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to NURUL SAKINAH!
Hope you'll have a wonderful birthday with much loves surround you. & may you become a better person; physically, mentally & spritually. *giggles*

ILY! :)

2009-03-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for holidays. i can't wait for holidays. Did i mention that i can't wait for holidays? i'm goin' to spend my holidays efficiently. I got a part-time job already. But i'm just too speechless with it. Ahhh don't ask me why. Cos it's very ugly. Not the job, it's me. You'll be laughing your lungs out if i ever tell you what is that job and why did i applied for it. Nevertheless, i'm not going to give up hunting for more part-time jobs. My bank account is decreasing day by day. I need $$$$$. and more $$$$$$. Upcoming chalets, upcoming birthdays (i have alot of March babies huh!), plans and more plans and more plans. I can't wait :D

Phase test tomorrow. I hope i'll do good. *Pray hard. Cos i've been a good girl*

2009-03-12T19:30:00.006+08:00

I've decided to changed my URL. As you can read, it's NO LIPS LOCKING ALLOWED :D

What's up with the weather? I think weather, too has a PMS. I mean when you look at the sky, it is shining brightly/very sunny and the next minute, it'll be thundering/heavy downpours. The weather really cheats my feelings. Lesson learned. So the next time you want to leave the house, don't forget to bring an umbrella (don't get cheat by the hot & sunny weather).

Moving on, school's been pretty hectic with piles and piles of notes & what's making it worse is that we have to learn quite a few new words. & i swear they sound very weird, like it's from some japanese/portugal/ word. It's driving me nuts. Well i hope i'll be able to pull everything through at the end of the day. I need a holiday, a good long holiday. Holiday is after next week & it'll be just two weeks. TWO FREAKING WEEKS? 14 DAYS? 336 HOURS? 20160 MINUTES? 1209600 SECONDS? It sucks the pussy out of me lahh. What the hell were they thinking? Making their student work/study their ass off and getting only two weeks of break?

Btw i really counted those hours, minutes & seconds. I guess every little seconds of life really count. I can't afford to waste any precious time. So if i really think that you're not worth my time and effort, i'll definitely won't bother your life. If i really think that some things/doings are just worthless and pointless, i'll just be ignorant and walk off. I'm not a quiter, i'm just learning to walk away from the troubles in life. And that's what i'm exactly doing now, or at least i think i am. Shucksss..

Somehow rather, i do quite enjoy it - everything. Schools, studies, homeworks, revisions, great company, great girlfriends, good weekends especially if it's accompanied with my darling sister. Ahhhhh did i forget to mention that Saturdays are meant to be P.A.R.T.Y ?

2009-03-10T13:50:00.002+08:00

Decided not to attend to school today cos i woke up late plus menses cramp. So i just happilly dozed off back. Idk what will be my reasons for not attending to school, maybe i'll just produce a letter.

Anyhoos, some people are just too unreasonable. Let's not drag about it. Like i said, life is just too short. I have better things to do & i bet my life is better than yours :)

2009-03-06T21:00:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for the 'Princess on Ice' concert. It'll be held very soon and i have yet to get myself a ticket.

Attachment is over (Finally!!) and back to campus next week. This feeling of satisfaction of completing a whole lap. (not that lap exactly). No more waking up at 5 in the morning. Going back to campus is alright, just the journey makes me sick (sick as in tired & lazy). The more i need a bike soon; i hope. Cos someone is really making me mad. It seems you're trying to push me harder? I'll take it as a challenge.

It's been raining heavily for the last few days and im enjoying every single minute of the thundering/lightnight/dark skies/nonstop rains. I'll just cover myself with a blanket comfortably and dozed off to sleep. Yes i need a long sleep. Everything seems to be o-kay for me; i'm not complaining of anything although i know reality kinda stinks. What's the deal anyway? I'm not loving/missing/yearning/wanting/needing anyone right now. And as far as im concern, all i need is; me myself and i :D

2009-03-01T23:05:00.002+08:00

No matter what, Sunday is suppose to be a family day. Instead of going out with my family or stay at home (that's what i usually do), i spent my Sunday with my cousin and i must say it was awesome. An awesome day due to our fickled minded and unplan destination. We seriously don't know where we were heading next or alighting. Both of us (especially me) intend to shop alot of things that day. Cousin wanted to get a new pair of pants & a school bag, whereas myself; i had alot of things in my list. We headed to alot of places. From Bishan to roaming aimlessly at Orchard and back to Yishun. I seriously didn't know what to get for myself. Everything seems soo meaningless (i dont know why i use the 'meaningless' word). We were soo pathetic especially when i brought my cousin all the way to Lucky Plaza cos i wanted us to get this bag. Ended up she didnt, neither did i. Gosh i tell you, our feets were really sore at the end of the day. But it really paid off :) We were even fickled about choosing our place to have our dinner. At first we headed to Yishun banquet cos the both of us were craving for some fish&chips/chickenchop. Went there and we were lucky to get a table. I asked my cousin to run for that table cos there were alot of people eyeing for it. Quack quack! Then when we sat down, we somehow changed our mind. We wanted to dine at Swensen instead. Had to queue, order, waited for soo long for our food to be serve & in between we had a good story telling. Both of us had a tasteful meal plus a wonderful dessert. We were both delighted :D In addition, our bills were discounted. All thanks to my cousin's friend who was working on that day. (i knew it she would give us discount!) Btw, cousin and i were fighting to pay for the bill. Swear it look like our parents (you know i know!) Haha! That part was very funny! Very makcik2 aunty2 you know! We walked back home happily; happy boncit girls :D

Oh did i tell you i didn't get anything for myself? (except for a pathetic spray i bought at which wasnt inside my shopping list). And did i tell you cousin was satisfied after getting her pants at Northpoint? The moral of the story is, firstly you don't have to gooo soo far away to get things you need. Secondly, don't plan your shopping day.

2009-02-28T15:09:00.007+08:00

OMG i could relate almost everything about this Scorpio's personality & behaviours. Like 96% of it? I got this horoscopes email last year and since then I'll always get a lil excited when i read about Scorpio woman over and over again. Yes! I think i had read it more than 30 times. Cos it definitely potrays me. Happy reading people =)

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

2009-02-25T19:12:00.003+08:00

OVER-DUE PICTURES; Dec 2008 slumber; laughing nonstop, laughing gas, late nights, crapping. Just you and me :)

2009-02-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

2009-02-22T20:38:00.005+08:00

It's Brother's 21st Birthday & we had a mini celebration at home. Mum cooked quite a feast, invited few people over. There we no cake cos it was a last minute preperation. Brother phoned Mum last friday that he was coming back home for this weekend. Actually she wanted to bake a cake for him (just like mine for last year). But it was all fast and rushed. Eventually he had to go back to camp today. Pity pity pity. Anyway, it was nice and simple. I wanted to get for him a Swensens ice cream cake. (and again, it was a last minute prep). He should have told me in advance that he was coming back home. His mistake (lucky, save my money though) :D

Apart from that, cousin & i drove to Seletar Dam this afternoon. The atmosphere there was great except that we didn't got out from the car. Apparently when we reached there, it was blazing hot. I can't stand the heat. However, another 35 minutes or so, rain started pouring down slowly and slowly and then, heavily. We sat inside the car and had a real good story-telling. Mutual plus adult conversation, a lil bit of laughters here and there. It was supposed to be the four of us always, but i guess Allah loves you more. We definitely missed you :(

We planned to go fishing one day (maybe prawn fishing). I can't wait. But Nurul suggest we go to Pulau Ubin. Eiiiiiiii i hate that place. The name of the place already scares me off. I don't know why. The place is darn hot, soo eerie and i bet there's alot of flies/mosquitos everywhere. Furthermore my blood is so sweet. I bet they can't resist biting me :D

Left two more weeks of attachment and i'll be back to campus. You know what i need right now? I need a part time job badly (if possible, a job which provide CPFs too). Both of my hands are itching for some shopping. I already planned what i need to do before 2010. So many things to be done, so little time. Insyaallah :)

2009-02-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

Enough of wondering, thinking, missing, longing & yearning. Enough of being mad. Enough of the late night IMs & calls. Enough of boys. Enough of you. Enough is enough.

This is just a pure dissapointment. You disgust me. Guys like you make me wanna puke onto your face. You wanna know why? Cos you should be ashamed of yourself for not having any balls. TSK TSK TSK. I suggest you look into the mirror. You really looked like a bad loser. A loser who tries hard to get me & ended up looking like an ugly fool. I'm going to move on, happily ever after. I have nothing to lose. I have everything i need right now. I have my family, great friends, good companion, work & school. What about you? What do you have? I pity you for leading a miserable life. Somehow you deserve it. Sorry for sounded so evil, i can't help it ;)

2009-02-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

It's Valentine's Day. 14th February marks the traditional day on which lovers around the world express their love for each other by sending cards, presenting flowers or offering confectionary. It's been the same thing every year. I see couples everywhere in the streets, restaurant, hotels, pubs; hugging and kissing and wrapping their hands around each other. And as for me, i'm not celebrating. Is there a need for it? I'm going out with my girlfriends. It will be much fun; just the girls and me.

I'm not heartbroken. I'm just utterly dissapointed. It's okay, i'm going to be alright. I told my mum to bring me to Toy 'R' Us tomorrow. I need something to cheer me up.

2009-02-09T17:47:00.005+08:00

It's been rocky since day one. I've run out of reasons why we're still together.. It's just been an unhealthy r/s. Those nights by your side.. Staring at each others' eyes. Nobody's talking. I prefer you shutting your mouth and looking deeply into my eyes. I felt powerless for a moment, puzzling out whether or not i made the right decision. You know what's even worse? We don't even know what we're fighting about. You're not backin' down. I'm not backin' down either. Neither of us will. Your screaming and my shouting and our accuses; it's just too much, too hurting. Soo much that i felt you no longer needed me. It upsets me even more that you're just waiting for some epiphany for the both of us to work out. Your heart and pride were all that matters, but those were all the things you won't recover in the future. We're fighting for nothing, hurting each other, falling way apart and we're losing. We gained nothing at the end. Do we have to love and hurt at the same time? You make me feel so incapable, sometimes so weak. I need reassurance, some guidance since i'm totally lost. I won't give up until you ask me to. I won't stop loving you until you ask me to. Cos deep deep deep down inside, i want you to be the one. The one that i will fall in love, or perhaps i know i already did. And since things are cold between us, please tell me where do i stand right now. I need to know badly, cos i don't want to end up falling into a large hole.

2009-02-08T16:55:00.002+08:00

Time off for the both of us, since it's better that way.

2009-02-04T23:45:00.006+08:00

2009-01-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

Work has been really fun. It may be so tiring & dreadful but i think having the girls around is just great. You know who you are. You girlssss are suchaaa bitchhhh & i like!! We kill time in the ward by just crapping & bitching with each other. It's kindda interesting because we share different hot topics everyday. Mostly on boys, boys & more boys..

2009-01-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

why do we always fight fight fight? Let's forget the situation, can we not fight again anymore? It's just too hurting to start a fight cos we used too many hurting words; too much vulgarities. Why are we blind to see that the ones we've hurt are just you & me? I want us to be happy. It has just been days but we're already at the thin line. I gave you a chance cos i decided to give myself a second chance to fall in love, once again.

2009-01-26T13:53:00.004+08:00

2009-01-24T00:57:00.004+08:00

We spent great times together, especially when you were able to have a home leave for a week. We were soo close at that point of time especially when our parents were out from town. Shopping, eating, gossiping, laughing, eating, crapping & did i mention more eating? JB trips which we planned wayyy early. And one of the best nights were dining at Newton. Before that, we headed to a musuem in Dhoby Ghaut which we had to climb such a high and steep stairs & i was panting like one asthmatic girl. You were the first one to reach & Nurul was pulling my hand as i was far behind, trying to catch up. After that we headed to Newton and ordered soo much food. One huge pot of Chilli crab and other side dishes.. & i still remembered when you said, 'i didn't regret bringing you here to eat, you're an eater'. And we went walk back home from Yishun MRT with big and bloated tummy. And since then, Nurul was able to pass motion easily everyday huh? And i suggested we should go there again soon. You always disturb me that i'm fat and fat and fat but i will insist that i'm not fat & we'll laugh all the way. I know you loveeee to disturb my big tummy. Ohh did i forgot? We planned to go to Thailand for a holiday after you're fully recovered.

I couldnt believe; i lost someone so special.

Allah loves you more. We'll definitely going to miss you. Your smile, your laughter, your presence & your voice. I'm glad that i got the chance to say that i love you before the final seconds..Death is not the end; it's the beginning of life. No more pain, no more suffering; with those needles, machines, tubing and all.. You're free.. I know Allah is taking good care of you right now. I'll always pray for you. We'll meet again soon. Al-fatihah.

2009-01-15T16:42:00.004+08:00

Life is just too unpredictable.. & right now, i can't even predict what's going to happen next?

2009-01-11T18:02:00.008+08:00

Sumpah siak zahidah, muka kau pat bawah macam fighter. A fighter, not a lover. HAHA!

The picture below, Zahidah is busy checking out guys -.-

Zana, sexy lips lah..

Outing with both of my bestfriends is what i need yesterday, or infact every weekends if possible. Despite all of our busy schedules; we managed to slot in a perfect saturday for the three of us. I love my bestfriends, my bestfriends love me & that what matters most.

2009-01-06T18:03:00.002+08:00

It sucks to wake up early in the morning. It sucks even more when you have two different shifts. Well, i guess i have to get used to the timing after for one long month of waking up 4 in the afternoon. I can't wait for my attachment to finish (it's just starting!). I prefer schooling anyway & i bet the rest agrees with me too. Going to school is not as tiring as having attachment eventhough school is located far far far away from my place. Oh & i soo need a part time job right now. I'm learning to be independent slowly. I'm not a princess but i wish i am one :( I can't be sitting at home & expect money($$$$) to drop at the palms of my hand. Mum changed her mind that i should take car license instead of motor. I need a new cellphone. Thanks to my countless clumsiness, i'm always dropping it. The screen/LCD cracked. & this isin't the first time. I want to do a room make-over. Room remains pink but i plan to add more princess/cinderalla vibe. (Still be faithful to Strawberry Shortcake). Though i gets older each year, i'm young at heart. Tsk tsk! Then i planned that i need a good holiday. Ahhhh too many things to accomplish before i turn 19. Brother's getting married a week after i turn 19 which is also his 25th birthday. Then my family & i will welcome a new member to our family. Insyaallah ;)

2009-01-04T14:01:00.002+08:00

i think this is my first post for 2009. The start of 2009 has been a little tough on me. Somehow i find the first month of the new year, have always tripped me up. It is as if i'm unable to let go of the year just past. Where did all those 365 days go? I think at this rate, i will forver be playing catch-up with time. While i replay all the memory lane, February will turn up before i realise and i will be left reeling with regret over things i've done or things not done this month. Why regret? Trust me, this is harder than it sounds. But i try not to worry. I'll take one day at a time. One of my 2009 resolution is not to rue the past but to embrace it. All the tears, joys, laughter, anger & all mixed emotions; you first have to acknowledge it cos at the end of the day, it had shaped you the way you are right now in 2009. Someone recently told me, now is what matters the most. It snapped me back in reality. I need to break the cycle of dredging up the past. A new year, a new beginning & a desire for starting afresh is so strong.

2008-12-31T03:23:00.003+08:00

Mum is coming back home in 11 hours time. I can't wait to see her; to hug & kiss her! It's been almost a month since she went away. I miss her so much :(

Well, too much things happened. I'm proud to say that i'm still surviving over here or atleast i think i am? Waking up in the morning with a hungry stomach, walking into the kitchen with no food, stacks of clothes to be washed & hang, housechore & so on. I realised during the one month of an absence of my parents, i learned to be independent (i guess so?). In the beginning, it was very hard for me. Luckily i have two incredible brothers who were there for me (although they don't wash, hang & fold clothes), i'm still appreciative with their presence around me. I think we definitely grew closer. Guess we need each other? I can't sleep at night when i'm alone at home, especially when my brother comes home late or even doesn't go back at all. I'll literally call him every minute of his life, screaming in the middle of the night at the cell phone & bloody make sure he comes back home. I just don't like sleeping alone at home. It sucks. All the nightmares will end tomorrow! Plus, no more eating maggies! I'm sick of cooking maggies for the past 28 days. You know, i think i can actually cook an instant maggie while closing both of my eyes. Haha! Finally, i can eat a real home-cook food. I miss my mum's cooking. I've been craving for alot of dishes..

Anyway, goodbye 2008 & hello 2009. Devil's rising slowly..!

2008-12-29T03:35:00.001+08:00

'but you're just a boy, you don't understand..'

2008-12-28T01:13:00.018+08:00

Outing to Haji Lane for a Sheesha is a must for the next time round okay girls? *giggles*

& of course i won the title of the most-stupidest-and-smelly-face!

The last is always the best <3

2008-12-27T01:53:00.004+08:00

Just like last year, Fabian invited us to his Christmas open house. Everything was warm & great, especially seeing the boys getting tipsy. I bought Fabian a box of doughnut. I hope he likes it as much as i like the chocolate flavour. People have been telling me that i've been growing meats in my body. I can't seemed to stop eating. I soo need to do something about it. Or maybe i could add this to my new year resolution.

I really enjoyed the company with my mates. We'll plan to meet up soon yeah?

2008-12-26T15:05:00.003+08:00

btw HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my dearest & favourite cousin, NURUL J! Like i told you, study & work hard so that you'll be a successful lady. With much love!

2008-12-26T03:16:00.005+08:00

2008 is coming to an end. I can't wait what's in store for me. Time flies so fast & i can't actually believe we're stepping into 2009. And as you know, 2008 has been a real bitch for me. Not fully though. Too many things happened, too many suppressed feelings & emotion running through. i did great stuffs, went to a good school you would say, realised what i want for my career, met a new circle of friends, enjoyed food & fall in love a couple of times. Got my heart broken, gained alot of calories & wash people's backside. Whatever that had happened, i think i grew stronger. Not physically, cos i'm still keen in learning Muai Thai boxing. This is for my own personal protection. The reason being is that i can show my moves when i go back home late at night (too many Banglahs around my flat). I'm glad i would be able to start anew soon. I did some new year resolution a few weeks back & this time round, i'll try to achieve it. I hope so. And as for now, i need a time break. Give me space.. Cos i need some air.

2008-12-25T02:52:00.008+08:00

I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH EVER IN 2008. Ed Westwick(Chuck Bass) is the most dashing, sizzling, hottest & sexiest British man alive. When i'm watching Gossip Girls, i could literally pause for 20 minutes & drool over his face. Just the voice itself makes me melt. I'm falling in love with him, like totally crazy. He's the only reason i watched the show & he's totally addictive. I do usually hate womaniser but in his case, i don't mind. Fugging irresistable! Dang!

Define sexy? He's the definition of sexy.

2008-12-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

I've been staying at home, barely go out. Unless it's necessary, example stepping out of the house to hang my clothes. Unless when my girlfriends were to ask me for a date, i won't hesitate. There's no other place like home sweet home :) I'm going to miss Brother cos he'll be away for 3 weeks. Goshhh. That's long. On a happier note, my parents will be back very soon. I can't wait. I'm sure Mum can't wait to see her little princess doing the housechore. I finally learned how to cook a rice (credits to my brother, NS has taught him well!). I learned how to switch on a gas stove (something wrong with the gas stove at home). I learned how to hang my clothes properly & not forgetting; fold them. Amazing? Totally. The only thing i still have not learn is to use the washing machine. The buttons itself is already complicating. Errr..

&&& i found a new drug. GOSSIP GIRLS is the sex!

2008-12-20T00:43:00.004+08:00

CASHLESS. JOBLESS. BOYLESS/GUYLESS. EFFORTLESS.

RESTLESS. NUMBLESS. CARELESS. SPEECHLESS.

NIGHTLESS. FADELESS. CEASELESS. CHANGELESS.

DREAMLESS. DOUBTLESS. EGOLESS. FAITHLESS.

EMOTIONLESS. HOOKLESS. RECKLESS.

2008-12-18T20:59:00.003+08:00

i lost one.

Then slowly, i lost the other one.

Coincidently, the old one came back.
I thought i gained something out of it, but i was wrong...

Slowly i lost all of of em'

2008 is such a bitch.

2008-12-17T14:54:00.002+08:00

Met up with Shazz yesterday after for soooo long and went jogging. Jogged the whole of Yishun reservoir and did exercising at Yishun Park. I've been staying at home for too long. Finally i breathe in fresh air, i need that actually. Did alot of catching up, story-telling and gossiping is a must! Gosshh. Sooo many things to tell. We even had our 2009 resolution ready. Picnic next week? Or maybe cold sandwich will do?

2008-12-16T12:03:00.003+08:00

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth
All this time causeI honestly believed in you.
Holdin' on
The days drag on
Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.

That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now it's to late for you and your white horse to come around.

Maybe I was naÎve, got lost in your eyes,and never really had a chance.
my mistake, I didn't know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings, well now I know...

That I'm not a princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm not the one you sweep off her feet,lead her up the stairwell.
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town.
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.

And there you are on your knees.
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me.
Just like I always wanted but, I'm so sorry.

Cause I'm not your princess.
This ain't a fairytale.
I'm gonna find someone some day, who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world.
That was a small town, there in my rearview mirror disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your white horse...
Its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now.

Oh, Oh,Oh,Try and catch me now
ohh Its too late
To catch me now..

2008-12-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

It won't get better.

2008-12-12T00:27:00.008+08:00

Overdue post - 9/12

Outing with Shuz was awesome ;) It was on tuesday. So tuesday means half price of waffles! Had our waffles, window-shopped (cos im super cashless) and as you can see all of the pictures above, we camwhored alot. Thanks to Shuzzs' DSLR! & funnily + coincidently we wore the same Nike selipar on that day. Okay, next two outing will be at Sentosa. We'll sure camwhore again, provided we bring our Camera ;) Next Monday; JB!

2008-12-10T22:22:00.011+08:00

ADEK-BERADEK BONEKA!

Abang muka stress! Muahaha!

The way his arms moved like a machine. Hmmm..

I take picture of him asthough i stalk him from far. K whatever.

Spot him!

He actually very shy cos i was taking his picture, so he looked down.

Brother's POP(Passing out parade)! Too many things to tell, it was totally awesome. Didn't look out for any cute-balded-tanned-army boys. Really! i know it's unlike me. Wahhh Abang, if mak were to see you just now, i know she'll be proud of you! *giggle*

2008-12-09T00:43:00.005+08:00

Why why why do i always bump into you?

Me Love - Sean Kingston

2008-12-07T00:48:00.003+08:00

I think i have the biggest stomach in the whole of Yishun right now. My stomach is bulging & it looks like i'm five months pregnant. I have been eating way lot for the past 3 days (since my parents left) than the rest of the days. So it all started.. On Wednesday, i ate at Hajah Maimunah with my Aunties & cousins. We had a wide variety of Malay dishes. Awesome. On Thursday, cousins & i went to JB (finally!!). We did alot of shopping and eating over there is a MUST! Firstly we dine in at Kenny Rogers & had a 1/2 piece of chicken, side dishes, big bowl of chicken soup & Macoroni Cheese. Splendid! :D Friday, met up with Zana & her boyfy, & Nady tagged along after that and we had a big waffle at Gelare. Well, i'm glad she likes her birthday suprised. Well done Nasiha! :D I craved for a Laksa, so for our dinner we ate at this restaurant at Fareast Plaza. Zahidah slept over at my place and of course, since she is a soon-chef-to-be, she made for me a bowl of (campbell)mushroom plus cruton soup. But she made it extra nice-er. Tsk tsk! On Saturday,my cousins & i had a last minute plan .We headed to an Art Museum at Dhoby Ghaut. The art gallery & designs were extremely fascinating. After which, we headed to Newton for our dinner. The food we had was totally SPLENDID! :D Two big Chilli crab, two plate of fried buns, a plate of kangkong belachan & a plate of calamari rings. It's more than enough to make my stomach bloated. I feel that i won't be able to float in water anymore, instead i will sink until at the bottom cos im bloody heavy now. I think i gained 4kg. Not 5kg cos i'm going to do sit-up later before i go to sleep (macam paham!). Not 3kg cos my fats havent burned yet due to prolonged sleeping. Whatever.
I'm heading to Granny place tomorrow. I bet she'll cooked alot of dishes since her princess grandaughter is staying over. Furthermore, Monday is Hari Raya Haji. I smell lontong & ketupat & sambal goreng & sambal prawns..

i'm a big big girl in a big big world.. why is my stomach so big big big?

2008-12-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

Soo many things had happened for the past few days. Too many things to blog about.

Mum & Dad went to Haji on 3rd Dec. & of course i send them off. It was an emotional atmosphere. Very very emotional, especially at the part when my Mum said to me she is being called for, i quicky lean against her shoulder & started to cry. & before she had to go proceed to the checkpoint & leave me, she hugged me tightly and told me not to cry. So i cried even more. I couldn't control my over-flowing tears. Everyone was coaxing me. Soo many things to tell, it's just too emotional. I mean, having your parents (especially your Mum) have to leave you to complete their Haji.

Last night, I woke up cos of a bad stomachache. I wanted to go to my Mum's room and asked her to rub my tummy with the medication oil. & i realised she was not there :'(

I'm already missing her..

2008-12-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SITI FAIRUZANA BTE YASIT!

May all your wishes and dreams come true. Finally you turn 18. Waited for you to cycle for soo long already! I love you, million & billion truckloads. I promise we'll grow old together & celebrate each other's birthday every year. BFF♥

2008-11-29T00:31:00.006+08:00

Today is our last day of school & after which we'll be sitting for our two examinations. Holiday for a month and back to attachment in January for the next two/three months or so. I'll definitely miss everyone. Yeah everyone. Most included my girlfriends especially my damn bitches. Wait for April then we can resume our daily bitching okay? The last day in class was very emotional, during the part when we had to hug each other and bid goodluck/goodbye & most of them cried. Teacher shed tears too, quite overwhelming. Nevermind, we'll see each other again in April. Okay that's very long.

2008-11-27T21:34:00.005+08:00

Went to swimming last Sunday with ipah at Sengkang. & it was awesome! Let's do it again okay ipah? I already forgive you for spitting at my precious face. Wahhh i tell you, she suka-suke came out from the water and spontaneously spit at my whole face (cos i was directly facing her). Nevermind. (kan aku lagik TUA daripada kau, so aku kasi chance uh k). Apart from that, some of the lifeguards are....DAMN! You know i know! We took all the slides many times. (ipah nak naik slide sebab lifeguard tu ada). After every slide we took, we'll laugh and laugh for atleast 5mins & find this spot to sit down. I don't know why & what are we laughing about everytime we take the slide. Anyhoos, it was splendid! I love her prensence alot <3

2008-11-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

i feel as if i'm far away from you. Lately, i feel i'm missing out alot, though i have no idea what it is. And it seems my closed ones are drifting apart from me. I promise i'll make it up once im done with everything.

2008-11-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

i'm so FAT :(
he said he'll love me even more if i were abit thinner :(

i'm the saddest girl right now :(

2008-11-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

if our heart stays the same, there will always be me & you ♥

2008-11-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

I've been tagged by Danish & Mirahh

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags backs!

(1) I can sleep for more than 15 hours if noone were to wake me up

(2) I think handsome girls are the sex

(3) I like to smile happily to myself when looking at the mirror

(4) I plan to have the 1st sex after three month of being married? Hmmm.

(5) I'M IN LOVE WITH CINDERELLA & STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE, and will still be in love with it till forever

(6) EVERYONE have issues with my singing/voice :(

(7) I pass motion 2 times a day, everyday.

(8) i don't know why but i just the love the sweetness of my cough flames. And the salty-ness of my nose shit. Hmmmm i used to taste my nose shit when i was young. Now no more!!

(9) I hate to sleep in a shared bed cos i won't sleep. I LOVE sleeping alone, more romantic :)

(10) i LOVE looking at girls' leg. Serious shit.

Okay i'm done people. So i'm going to get another ten people to tag this(those who are under my link). Though I doubt that they will do it. But whatever it is, i'm just doing this for the sake of it.

Zahidah
Zana
Shuzz
Fidah
Yati
Efasha
Nurul
Feet
Mardhiah
Ayin

2008-11-19T20:09:00.002+08:00

*blush blush blush*

2008-11-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

oh silly secret admire..

2008-11-16T13:45:00.003+08:00

Suddenly i wake up, i feel like going to JB!

Five things you can do at JB!
1- Buy alot of sushi. Their sushi damn nice! Dine in at kenny rogers/pizza hut
2- Catch up some movies, movie marathon (6RM per movie!)
3- Buy ciggarette (since im legal now, can enter S'pore legally) :D
4- Shopping! (shopping for undergarment is a must!)
5- Can spit everyone, throw rubbish everywhere and kick the dustbin (haha!)

Five things you cannot do at JB!
1- Not safe to take the cab
2- Nothing to wash eyes (boring..Zzzz.. Even the policeman is an old uncle!)
3- Cannot enter S'pore with your chewing gum/bubble gum (unless you know how to hide them in your bra)
4- No POSB machine
5- Must be very very very alert cos there are thiefs/bad people watching you

So anyone who wants to tag along with me? :(

2008-11-15T14:11:00.002+08:00