He came, he stole and he left. Just so simple, like that.
He came to my life, stole my heart away & left me w/o showing any signs. I wondered for the thousandth time how it could possibly be that i didnt see it coming? He wasn't anywhere near perfect when i first met him. For the past years, i was reaching for a man who had never helped me fill the terrfying hole in my chest, instead he makes it even worse. Why? Because i let him do that to me. Why? Bacause i miss him. Why? I don't know, and i'll never find the right answer. And NO, it's not a Love i'm feeling. Cos that word can NEVER be use to that kind of guy. I'm truly through being the queen of denial. I'm done with it. Not tomorrow, not in the future & not in the long run. In the past of one and half year, i experience every emotions. Hurt. Anger. Sorrow. Confusion and loss. Then panic and horror. At the moment, i'm numb and so tired that i could probably sleep for next three days. I'd like that. Sleep until the feeling went away.