/Sunday, August 31, 2008
with love; 1:37 PM
The weather was great today, it's been raining since the whole morning & i was awoke by the strong wind which swept my body away. i wrapped myself with the blanket & continued sleeping. I don't wish to get up from my bed any second, neither bath nor going out/work for the next following days. Let me stay this way for a meantime. This week has been very bad for me. I don't wish to utter any upset incidents cos it'll eventually drained me up even more. Nevertheless, i keep telling myself that i'm stronger than this. Yeah i am.
And OMG i almost forgot that my mum's birthday is on this coming tuesday & i swear i'm broke right now. Thank God she reminded me few minutes ago when she came into my room and said, "Let's go shopping on my birthday." I'm thinking what to get for her.
/Saturday, August 30, 2008
with love; 11:32 AM
I spent my Saturday night @ my cuss' who lives one soccer field away from me. So this gives me an advantage to come to her place anytime when im hungry/bored (since my mum is always away). We've been spending time together, prolly cos we've been seeing each other almost three times a week. It's been great especially the crisis stories, gossiping & secrets we've shared. & she'll practically laugh at all of my jokes - extremely lame jokes. I think she's the only one who'll laugh at it, who did actually appreciate my jokes. Omg. Even when i'm not making any funny moments/jokes, she'll still laugh at me. Some crazy cuss. On a sad plus happier note, i guess we'll be spending time even more after our parents depart for Haj. I'll make sure she stays at my place, then maybe she can cook for me? 
Look at my hungry-maniac plus angry face when i wake up on a Saturday afternoon, walking into the kitchen & realising that there aren't any food.
/Wednesday, August 27, 2008
with love; 10:14 PM
OKAY, brother went to thailand for a week & he came back carrying a HUGE bag(which can literally fit me in). I think the bag weigh 20kg which was filled with alot of gifts for the family and his friends. I was soo excited knowing that he would buy for me alot of stuffs! But to my dismay, he pathetically bought for me 3 t-shirt & a choclate. Yes i appreciated the fact that he bought for me..But.. Argh! Nevermind! Well, It's the thought that counts. Yadaa yadaa. Anyway, he knows that my ultimate favourite chocolate in the world is "Daim". I finished that 500g of chocolate within one night.i'm going to eat as much as i want until tomorrow cos monday will be the start of the fasting period. I'm gonna chunk myself with alot of chocolates, junk foods & ice cream. Ok i sound like a hungry & angry pig. It's been such a long time since i really go out. I mean..it's not that i usually go out every single day (except when im working). I haven't seen some of my girlfriends for ages & the last time i saw them was like? March? I wouldn't lie if i said im not busy cos obviously i am. We are all busy people. It's just that sometimes you.. or maybe we don't have the initiative to make time for people. We are always waiting for something..or someone to make the decision. Right? Visiting my sister later on. You know i can't bear to see her like that. So much suffering. We'll pray for you.
/Sunday, August 24, 2008
with love; 4:53 PM
i'm so sick that i could even faint right now :(
/Saturday, August 23, 2008
with love; 2:01 PM
Estelle - No substitute love(i'm soo feeling this song)I know it would have been nice if i could have had your body
Knowing that everybody aint been with you
But you told me lies you made me give my heart away
But now i know the games you play
So im thru with you
Oh boy oh boy Im not your substitute lover oh no
Said boy oh boy im not your subtitute lover oh no
You know theres gonna be a fight if these chicks keep calling you at night
I see that text your tryin to hide, see i know the truth
Must be outta your mind you thought youd never see the day
You thought id let a player play but ima upgrade you, listen boy
/Wednesday, August 20, 2008
with love; 1:05 AM
This ain't happening.
/Tuesday, August 19, 2008
with love; 12:32 AM
Granny was admitted to hospital today due to her extremely high blood pressure & heart attack. Scary. And a cousin of mine was admitted too, due to lack of red blood cells. Scarier. Coincidently, they were admitted on the same day, same time, same hospital, same block, same ward but definitely different diagnosis & different bed. & coincidently too, i'm having my one week of holiday. So this means that i'll be going there to visit them. I'll pray they get well soon :(
/Sunday, August 17, 2008
with love; 12:08 AM
We could sit down for hours, talk nothing & just be silent. Nothing could matter us as long as we have each other. I love you forever <3
/Friday, August 15, 2008
with love; 11:10 PM
i want to get married with the richest guy on earth. Then, i want to live in a huge palace. I prefer pink palace. I want to bring my parents along, especially my mum. If my two brothers want to follow, then i'll make them as my maid. I don't want any pets in my palace. I'll make sure my palace is very pinky & sparkling (must have bling-bling). I'll make sure there's swimming pool, jacuzzi, basketball court, gym (i must stay fit, have my own sexy personal trainer), bowling room, movie room & all the other facilities you could ever imagine. Oh, i forgot. I want a 3 hectare strawberry garden outside my master bedroom. My king-size bed is full with red & pink roses. I don't want to share my room with my husband. I think he sleeps in the toilet. Hmm. Then, i'll bring my mum to shopping spree and take her to China & Dubai (i don't know why she insist that i bring her there). Anyway, i'll travel around the world with my loved ones. I would love to go to Disneyland every month, perhaps? I have to meet Cinderella (which is me) and the other princessess (my other friends). I'll bring my bestfriends along & as always.. SHOPPING! I want to go sky diving every once in two months & swim in the ocean once in three weeks. I hire my own chef or maybe i should call for Zahidah. I'll save money. i want to have a slumber party with my girlfriends every thursday night. I still want to be a Nurse..Or maybe i'll become a tai-tai..Hmmmm...
/Wednesday, August 13, 2008
with love; 5:11 PM
i still can't believe that my teacher insist that i dyed my hair black & worst, she's giving me time till end of this week. KANINA CHIBAIIIIII!
/Monday, August 11, 2008
with love; 12:17 AM
i did some mini shopping with my mum today & hell yeahh it was great. Bought alot of stuffs for her & myself. We had a mum-&-daughter conversation throughout. I love her soo much :)Except when Mum was bragging me about high heels & she's forcing me to wear them on Hari Raya(this year). & definitely,for sure i'm not wearing any high heels! I hate them cos i really don't know how to walk with high heels. You know it's unstable, scary, weird & you feel you might fall off & stumble to the ground any second. I don't want to embarrassed myself, especially not infront of my two brothers. Cos they think i'm scared of wearing high heels. NO, i'm not. & Mum was still nagging at me about wearing high heels even until we reach our doorstep. That's how much she wants her daughter to wear them.
/Saturday, August 9, 2008
with love; 2:12 AM
i seriously need some spice in my life right now. Some mixture of sugar, maybe?
/Thursday, August 7, 2008
with love; 6:11 PM
Brother lost his hp, somewhere. i think when he was riding his bike & his hp fall off or something. i pity him. & i'm doing him a nice favour by searching for his hp around the house.& he seems to be soo mad right now cos he's punching things which is infront of his eyes. i feel the heat from here. Pfftt!
/Wednesday, August 6, 2008
with love; 10:13 PM
You know what i hate the most about? I can't stand fussy people. I'm so mad. I feel like strangling their neck & kick their butt. Especially those rude & stuck up aunties/nyonyas. I don' know what's wrong with the female human being? Sometimes, people just step on your head when you're just too nice with them.Arghhh! You $&^$%$#@#)*@!!!PATIENCE, NASIHA. Look at the bright side of life. I'm going to ask mummy to bring me shopping next week. Ok think i'm not mad anymore :)
/Tuesday, August 5, 2008
with love; 12:12 AM
this blog is crazy.
/Sunday, August 3, 2008
with love; 1:30 PM
Spent my Saturday evening with my bestfriend. Had dinner with her at Pizza hut. I swear our stomach were bloated after the meal & we walked the whole town after that. By then our bloated stomach shrinked.
Be strong Zahidah. I love you & things will be alright.
/Saturday, August 2, 2008
with love; 1:25 PM
My mind is blank right now. I've been awake on a Saturday morning by my brothers' laughter. & the same thing happened again, he's watching some comedy show. Damn annoying.
