I love weekends. It's the only way i can be at home or just out with my friends, but i prefer hitting the sack. I realised as time goes by, some people whom i used to care the most last time don't really matter to me right now. Or maybe they still matter, but we're just growing apart in time slowly. PEOPLE CHANGE w/o themselves realising it. I hate it when we point at each other's mistakes. Why do we have to blame the whole world but not yourself? Why are human beings so ignorance? It's soo crazy.. Both you and i, and everyone..
/Saturday, July 25, 2009
with love; 1:02 AM
/Friday, July 24, 2009
with love; 12:21 AM
i will survive..
/Thursday, July 16, 2009
with love; 10:06 PM
Mum is busy preparing for my brother's wedding this coming November. Dad is busy amending/painting/renewing/repairing stuffs at home. Brother is busy working to gain extra income for his wedding, oh btw he's holding two jobs right now. Another brother is busy serving for our nation, oh btw did i told you that his training is held at Thailand? And myself? I'm busy rotting at home because of the stupid quarantine. I went to gramps place few days ago, granny and mum were talking about money, marriage, money, marriage, money and marriage over and over again. Did i mention they were talking about marriage and money too? I was soooo paranoid by their conversation cos that was the only topic for the day. Can you imagine we were at Ikea doing some household shopping and they still continue on with their conversation? Inside the lift, inside the taxi (even the taxi driver agreed with their conversation and the three of them were talking like they were old time neighbours), infront of the eating table, while eating, while watching tv & many more.. Gosh! All i heard from them were 'sekarang ni nak kahwin susah tau. kena pakai banyak duit. susah lah ni semua'.. 'sekarang susah tau nak cari duit.. pergi mana-mana sumua kena pakai duit..' and 'si yusop tu cukup ke duit nak kahwin.. ingat kahwin senang eh? susah tau.. selepas kahwin kena tanggung diri sendiri semua.. dah cukup eh kasi makbapak duit? nak kena tanggung bini lagik..' Wahh i tell you, it's forever.. At one time i thought my head was going to burst. You know how makcik2 nenek2 talk? And what's bugging me was that their conversation were all hinting on me. They told me what to do and what not, what's best for me and what not; everything for my future. They gave me non-stop advices about life, money, love, marriage. Trust me, it's not working on me.
/Friday, July 10, 2009
with love; 11:46 PM
Am i suppose to feel the same way as you do? Cos i know nothing of sweet words, sweet intention and sweet gesture.
/Thursday, July 2, 2009
with love; 4:46 PM
You know what's the coolest thing ever? Receiveing a postcard from Britain. Okay that's the best feeling ever, apart from going shopping the day before. Mum woke me up from my beauty sleep this morning and pass me the postcard. Okayy i met this customer while i was working as a waitress months ago. We do chit chat alot and share stories with each other. That guy will come almost everyday at 3pm sharp and leave the place by 6.30pm. His orders comes with a cup of black coffee with a plate of chocolate tart, always. Yummmy. Plus, he has a gorgeous girlfriend. A guy like him? Duhhhh.. He has a pair of beautiful green eyes. In addition, he speaks wonderfully well and his accent? Woooissshhh.. And he stated in the postcard "Why didn't i see you lately?" Okayyyy that's the nicest part in the postcard. Well, eventhough he went back to Britain i hope we still do keep in touch. Or maybe introduce me to some other cute Angmohs with a pair of green eyes too?
