/Saturday, February 28, 2009
with love; 3:09 PM
OMG i could relate almost everything about this Scorpio's personality & behaviours. Like 96% of it? I got this horoscopes email last year and since then I'll always get a lil excited when i read about Scorpio woman over and over again. Yes! I think i had read it more than 30 times. Cos it definitely potrays me. Happy reading people =)SCORPIO WOMAN A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.
/Wednesday, February 25, 2009
with love; 7:12 PM





OVER-DUE PICTURES; Dec 2008 slumber; laughing nonstop, laughing gas, late nights, crapping. Just you and me :)
/Tuesday, February 24, 2009
with love; 6:00 PM

/Sunday, February 22, 2009
with love; 8:38 PM
It's Brother's 21st Birthday & we had a mini celebration at home. Mum cooked quite a feast, invited few people over. There we no cake cos it was a last minute preperation. Brother phoned Mum last friday that he was coming back home for this weekend. Actually she wanted to bake a cake for him (just like mine for last year). But it was all fast and rushed. Eventually he had to go back to camp today. Pity pity pity. Anyway, it was nice and simple. I wanted to get for him a Swensens ice cream cake. (and again, it was a last minute prep). He should have told me in advance that he was coming back home. His mistake (lucky, save my money though) :DApart from that, cousin & i drove to Seletar Dam this afternoon. The atmosphere there was great except that we didn't got out from the car. Apparently when we reached there, it was blazing hot. I can't stand the heat. However, another 35 minutes or so, rain started pouring down slowly and slowly and then, heavily. We sat inside the car and had a real good story-telling. Mutual plus adult conversation, a lil bit of laughters here and there. It was supposed to be the four of us always, but i guess Allah loves you more. We definitely missed you :(We planned to go fishing one day (maybe prawn fishing). I can't wait. But Nurul suggest we go to Pulau Ubin. Eiiiiiiii i hate that place. The name of the place already scares me off. I don't know why. The place is darn hot, soo eerie and i bet there's alot of flies/mosquitos everywhere. Furthermore my blood is so sweet. I bet they can't resist biting me :DLeft two more weeks of attachment and i'll be back to campus. You know what i need right now? I need a part time job badly (if possible, a job which provide CPFs too). Both of my hands are itching for some shopping. I already planned what i need to do before 2010. So many things to be done, so little time. Insyaallah :)
/Sunday, February 15, 2009
with love; 4:07 PM
Enough of wondering, thinking, missing, longing & yearning. Enough of being mad. Enough of the late night IMs & calls. Enough of boys. Enough of you. Enough is enough. This is just a pure dissapointment. You disgust me. Guys like you make me wanna puke onto your face. You wanna know why? Cos you should be ashamed of yourself for not having any balls. TSK TSK TSK. I suggest you look into the mirror. You really looked like a bad loser. A loser who tries hard to get me & ended up looking like an ugly fool. I'm going to move on, happily ever after. I have nothing to lose. I have everything i need right now. I have my family, great friends, good companion, work & school. What about you? What do you have? I pity you for leading a miserable life. Somehow you deserve it. Sorry for sounded so evil, i can't help it ;)
/Saturday, February 14, 2009
with love; 1:20 AM
It's Valentine's Day. 14th February marks the traditional day on which lovers around the world express their love for each other by sending cards, presenting flowers or offering confectionary. It's been the same thing every year. I see couples everywhere in the streets, restaurant, hotels, pubs; hugging and kissing and wrapping their hands around each other. And as for me, i'm not celebrating. Is there a need for it? I'm going out with my girlfriends. It will be much fun; just the girls and me. I'm not heartbroken. I'm just utterly dissapointed. It's okay, i'm going to be alright. I told my mum to bring me to Toy 'R' Us tomorrow. I need something to cheer me up.
/Monday, February 9, 2009
with love; 5:47 PM
It's been rocky since day one. I've run out of reasons why we're still together.. It's just been an unhealthy r/s. Those nights by your side.. Staring at each others' eyes. Nobody's talking. I prefer you shutting your mouth and looking deeply into my eyes. I felt powerless for a moment, puzzling out whether or not i made the right decision. You know what's even worse? We don't even know what we're fighting about. You're not backin' down. I'm not backin' down either. Neither of us will. Your screaming and my shouting and our accuses; it's just too much, too hurting. Soo much that i felt you no longer needed me. It upsets me even more that you're just waiting for some epiphany for the both of us to work out. Your heart and pride were all that matters, but those were all the things you won't recover in the future. We're fighting for nothing, hurting each other, falling way apart and we're losing. We gained nothing at the end. Do we have to love and hurt at the same time? You make me feel so incapable, sometimes so weak. I need reassurance, some guidance since i'm totally lost. I won't give up until you ask me to. I won't stop loving you until you ask me to. Cos deep deep deep down inside, i want you to be the one. The one that i will fall in love, or perhaps i know i already did. And since things are cold between us, please tell me where do i stand right now. I need to know badly, cos i don't want to end up falling into a large hole.
/Sunday, February 8, 2009
with love; 4:55 PM
Time off for the both of us, since it's better that way.
/Wednesday, February 4, 2009
with love; 11:45 PM