/Wednesday, January 2, 2008
with love; 8:33 PM
My 2008 Resolution - I want to lose weight- I want to be a Good Girl- I want my 2008 resolution to REALLY happenOk. This is my three resolution. I created that third resolution simply because none of my past resolution has ever happened before. HAHA.It's 2008, finally. But i still can't believe it. Time crawls soo fast. A month later i'm gonna get my 'O' levels result, which i assume i'll never sleep for two weeks & never eat for one day, or even never bath for the whole of next month. I shudder at the thought of 'O' levels. I just feel like crawling into my bed, pulling the sheets up over my head and stay there for few years -_-I really, really don't know how's my result is going to be like. It's either 'OK', bad, or worst. I totally have no idea what's my outcome. Whatever it is, i hope God will be a lil nicer to me.Then, ten months later, i'm gonna be eighteen. OK HELLO! TEN MONTHS LATER? WTH? Haha.Someone or somebody out there really need to reassure me that i'm going to do fine(even if it's not). For these past few days, i feel something is breathing under my neck. It's as though i'm worrying about something & i feel so tense easily. What a start for 2008. Perhaps i need a psychiatrist. Someone objective to look inside my head and tell me what's wrong with me and how to fix my life. Or maybe, i definitely need a time out from junk foods, work & useless-people. I'm physically and emotionally tired. I hope everything will be brighter tomorrow.
