Honestly, i'm so pathetic. I don't know what is wrong with myself lately but i just don't bother to know. Things which used to bother me last time, don't even bother me right now. Cos i really think that i can't afford to waste my precious time doing things which don't benefits me at all. For a long time it had seemes to me that i soon began to learn- real life. My greatest fear in life is failure. Really. I'm scared of being a failure. I mean who doesn't? But it's really tormenting me right now. Everything that i do, anything which i touch and people whom i meet and greet every single day. Things and people revolves around me. I just want everything to be alright. And nothing seems to be okay although at times it feels okay. I looked up at the evening skies, hoping that one day i know what i really need in life, instead of what i want in life. At the age of 18, i fall in love for the third time ever. Talking about this, i don't even know where to start and how it ends? Cos i really believe there's no starting for this. I told you, i'm really pathetic.