I wonder how it feels like to get married. I mean the preparations & stuffs. It seems to be soo exciting & yet stressful at the same time. I can't wait for them to get married, though at the same time i know i'll definitely miss my brother alot whom i'm very, very close with. He's my evil twin cos he's the bad one & he's the 'guy version' of me. We look alike. Well, im proud to say that no matter how 'kental' he can be, he'll still be my hero. Oh common, i've been living with him since my whole life. I can't imagine the feeling's like when i wake up, & the next thing i know..he's not living with me anymore. Sheesh. I hate this feeling. As i'm the only girl in the family, i'd received too much love. I was brought up with two brothers beside me who protects me in every way & you don't know how much they took great care of me. Soo many things happened & i'm grateful that i have them in my life. There are times when i feel like killing them or even punch their faces..Cos they're guys & they tend not to understand my feelings..But at the end of the day, they're just being a good brother. As we get older, things changed. & somewhere along that zigzag line, we're apart. I miss you Abang. Oh and the Strawberry Shortcake towel you bought for me last year for my 17th birthday, i still keep it and i used it as my blanket when im sleeping. Cos i know, no matter how far apart we are, you'll take care of me. I can always count on you(although you always ask me for money).
