HAHAHAHAHAHA i had my sweetest revenge on my brother and i was very much satisfied of the outcome. I love the way he begged and pleased me, i feel powerful somehow. I know i might sound like a biggest bitch ever, but hey i don't bitch unless you provoke me. Now it feels so good. Yesterday didn't brought me any justice, i suppose you need some failures in life cos nothing is ever perfect. I hope i could make it through someday or soon, hopefully. Yupp i was totally devastated about the whole incident, i couldn't even brought myself to eat last night. HAHA like real, ok i ate a little, but the whole time i was out of apetite as i sighed my night through.. I slept more than 12 hours. When i woke up today, the devastation came sweeping off my mind again. It's only the beginning right? There's more to come and i'm not much sexicted about it, i think? Bleargghhhh everything seems so neutral.