Mum is busy preparing for my brother's wedding this coming November. Dad is busy amending/painting/renewing/repairing stuffs at home. Brother is busy working to gain extra income for his wedding, oh btw he's holding two jobs right now. Another brother is busy serving for our nation, oh btw did i told you that his training is held at Thailand? And myself? I'm busy rotting at home because of the stupid quarantine. I went to gramps place few days ago, granny and mum were talking about money, marriage, money, marriage, money and marriage over and over again. Did i mention they were talking about marriage and money too? I was soooo paranoid by their conversation cos that was the only topic for the day. Can you imagine we were at Ikea doing some household shopping and they still continue on with their conversation? Inside the lift, inside the taxi (even the taxi driver agreed with their conversation and the three of them were talking like they were old time neighbours), infront of the eating table, while eating, while watching tv & many more.. Gosh! All i heard from them were 'sekarang ni nak kahwin susah tau. kena pakai banyak duit. susah lah ni semua'.. 'sekarang susah tau nak cari duit.. pergi mana-mana sumua kena pakai duit..' and 'si yusop tu cukup ke duit nak kahwin.. ingat kahwin senang eh? susah tau.. selepas kahwin kena tanggung diri sendiri semua.. dah cukup eh kasi makbapak duit? nak kena tanggung bini lagik..' Wahh i tell you, it's forever.. At one time i thought my head was going to burst. You know how makcik2 nenek2 talk? And what's bugging me was that their conversation were all hinting on me. They told me what to do and what not, what's best for me and what not; everything for my future. They gave me non-stop advices about life, money, love, marriage. Trust me, it's not working on me.
