Currently, i'm listening to raya songs right now in the radio. It has been playing non-stop hits of raya. Can you guys believe that we have already fasted for two weeks? Time passed soo fast, and before you knew it.. Hari Raya is drawing nearer. I'm always looking forward mainly the night of Raya, especially when we'll hear the takbir raya together at home, as one family. Mum will be like a superwoman; preparing food/kuih and cleaning up the house while shouting to my brother(s) and myself to help her out (but i never did), dad will be busy eating (nothing new), brother(s) will be busy reciting to the takbir (macam paham lah dia) and helping my mum out in the kitchen. And for myself? I will be busy observing everyone in the house. I'm always feeling happy that night, more like 'satisfying' thing for me. It feels good to be able to complete that one month of fasting period. The bad part or infact the part that i don't really like is to seek forgiveness from everyone. Cos' i tend to be so emotional, eeeii omg! Without even realising it, my eyes will start to tear up. Nehh it's okay.. But i think this time round, i won't be like a baby cos' i don't think that i did much of sinful things..
Left two more weeks, i've yet to clean up my room. Painting, cleaning, polishing, throwing away unwanted rubbish, etc. Honestly my room look like a pig sty right now. Tskk.
I think this year Raya will be a different one cos' i heard that granny is staying with us. Thats what all my uncle and aunties are planning to do, still keep in view. She was admitted to hospital two days ago and i have no idea what was she diagnosed with. Mum and i are so worried for her :( Anyhoots i hope my parents will bring her home after she's discharge. It'll be better if she stay with all of us, cos' her presence will be dynamic. Oh oh! If she stay with us, my family and i don't have to go out for raya cos everyone will come over to our place. Good idea! I should re-inforced my mum to bring her home :)
And did i mention that i'm back to school next week onwards? Dislike it.
